Hi my name is Kayleigh, I'm mum to Mia Jayne Hollingworth. She is a beautiful princess that loves everything girly. We live in Nottinghamshire/Derbyshire with daddy Dean and big brother Rhys Charlie Hollingworth who Mia adores very much.
Mia was born 2 weeks early via C section because she was breech, she was a tiny tot weighing 5lb 13 1/2 oz which scared me to death as Rhys was nearly 8lb. Little did I know her being tiny and didn't sleep from day 1 was the least of my worries.
When Mia turned 4 months old she caught a cough and cold. I noticed that Mia was very quiet all day and not her usual smiley self. I wasn't well with a chest infection and my mum came to help me bath Mia as daddy worked 13 hour shifts. I went to bed early with Mia that night about 9pm. At 12.15am I woke to Mia fidgeting in her cot next to me, it didn't sound like a normal movement (mummy is a very light sleeper). I walked to her cot and Mia made a noise like a panic cry and then all her limbs did a big jerk. I felt my heart skip a beat. I whipped her out of her cot, I always took calpol to bed as febrile convulsions I did know about. As I stripped her clothes off she did another 2 jerks. I immediately gave her calpol and as she did her last swallow she went into a massive tonic clonic seizure! I screamed 'Dean ring an ambulance she's fitting' Dean has never jumped out of bed so quick.
As he was on the phone to them I was sat with Mia on my shoulder while she was seizing looking at me, trying to smile at me and her eyes were blinking as fast as she was fitting. I was weeping saying 'it's alright baby' but thinking she's going to die.
I tried to stay strong for her and not cry too much but tears were streaming down my face. They got Mia into resus and the seizure lasted 45 minutes.
For the next 48 hours she had lumber punctures, MRI scans, regs and blood tests etc it took forever but we came home 4 days later with febrile convulsions!
We thought that would be the end of it, we bought a thermometer and kept on top of calpol. A month later it happened again and a month after that again it happened exactly the same. It then got weekly, we went crazy at the doctors and demanded for more answers. We knew they weren't febrile seizures. They then did genetic testing when Mia was 7 months old and put her on clobazam and said it was epilepsy until we got the results back. Just before Mias 1st birthday the results came back...
Mia has got the scn1a gene she has Dravet syndrome... Our world shattered after reading about it and researching everything. Mia was then put on sodium valporate as well as clobazam.
At 15 months old we went through a very bad week new seizures had started
- focal seizures
- myoclonic jerks
- tonic clonic seizures
It was just none stop for her, Mia couldn't fight any longer she was too tired I could see her getting weaker and weaker... I got her into the ward. I was so worried holding her, the nurse said she would be back in a minute but I didn't want her to leave me I knew Mia was gonna go into a massive seizure any minute, she was holding me so tight and then the jerks started! I held her until she went fully into tonic clonic, pushed the emergency button and laid her down on the hospital cot it lasted 2 hours she was so tired. I watched them drill into her bones in each leg trying to get lines in. She had 1 in her neck, in her hand but nothing was working, she was too far gone and too exhausted to fight anymore! They then called for the emergency anaesthetist and she was ventilated! Absolutely heart breaking.
Our baby just needed a break and needed sleep, she was asleep for 72 hours. Mia woke up and she fought for 2 weeks, she came out of QMC much brighter and was put on stiripentol also. They were called the magic 3.
After 4 months at Christmas Mia went into a status seizure and slept for 6 wks on and off until the last 2 wks she didn't wake up at all! Then March 2016 she did it again this time I wouldn't take her home until I got answers so they did lots of tests, she ended up being tube fed and had to have platelet transfusions and X-Ray's etc. Her sodium valporate levels were 152 and to everyone's horror they should have been 9! They swapped her sv to Keppra.
We have now gone 6 months rescue meds free and Mia is walking and talking/babbling again. Mia still has seizures every week but are lasting only a couple of minutes.
Mia is now just over 2 years old and she is so beautiful and precious, but also exhausting, it effects every day life for all of us. We try our best to keep things as normal as possible especially for Rhys as he has just started secondary school, he also adores his sister and would do anything for her.
When we have long hospital stays we don't get to see Rhys much but we are so lucky he's such a good, loving, caring and understanding little boy.
We say she is doing amazing at the moment even with little seizures but we also say she is like a ticking time bomb, we never know when dravet is going to hit her big again!
I never prayed before having Mia... I now pray with my life...
Mia is one beautiful dravet warrior.